Showing posts with label unease. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unease. Show all posts

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Ma Bad Habit!!

Assalamualaikum dan selamat pagi para pembaca sekalian..XD

I'm back to my writing world..
bajet ada org laen tunggu nk bca entry hang mcm femes blogger noo..hek.

Ma BAD HABIT...
actually byk la ma bad habit nie...org laen pon sama kn..
tp xkn nk cite sume kn...jatuh la saham kan..hehe
however, seem it to be have related with my confidence level..
so, i gonna talk bout it...
what is my ma bad habit yg ley ganggu ma confidence level ni..?
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KOPEK BIBIR KERING...
hughhh..

see..
santek x bibir dia?
santek kn..and sexy i guess...haha

it just can't help it when the skin start to dry..
haaa..mula la tangan ni...
i know...i know...
need to drink a lot...use lipbalm..
i'm working on it...haaa..
so far xthn lama..
gigih bli varselin..smpi nk tdo pon pkai tau..haaa..
just part air tu la...kne sediakan big bottle air putih kot dlm blik ni..haaa...

bkn pe..lau bibir xsihat mcm mne nk pkai lipstick kn..
nk bajet howt kn..
rse xcomplete je..i know i'm not so santek like public figure..but as long as it looks normal then it give me confident..give satisfy feeling bout ma self or can say like this.... I normaaaaalllll bebeh....mcm tu la...

so, i hope i can overcome this problem..so that i can walk n talk confidently to everyone and everywhere..
at the same time my heart scream..

HEEYY WORLD...I HAVE NORMAL LIPS ALREADY....MMUAAAXX10..
ROCK U WORLD!!!

gitewww la alkisahnye...
sekian..


 

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Something

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

Sejak 3 hari lepas, hati rase something..
hari ini makin terasa something itu...
I called my mom and told her my feeling..
She also said the same thing..
The truth only Allah more knowing...



Petang ini ada Test non point source..
hopefully, I can answer all the questions smoothly..
aminn...


There is one thing..
I dun know why Allah still tied myself with her...
is it really because of a man?
or there is some reason behind this..
To know her condition like that currently...
it was regretful worst situation occur between me and her..



Tuesday, September 20, 2011

How?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...


Gatal...
Takda air...
Masalah kesihatan...
Tekanan air paip rendah...
Tukang cat berlegar-legar dalam blok...


memang mencabar keimanan...
memang mencabar kesabaran...
memang penat...
rasa macam dah camping je...


terasa diri begitu terancam...
bila terpaksa keluar dari zon selesa....


How African people can live?
How they pray?
How people in the war can survive?
I would like to know...




Monday, September 19, 2011

7 am incident...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

hoping the blessing morning...
but suddenly with Allah willingly....
it turns something incident...
make me daze...
make me shock until now...
make me wet....

What are the reasons Allah make this incident happen?


I hope 'it' will be ok until it being fixed...soon...
I hope no one will realize 'it' to make it more worse...
Ya Allah....help me....dun make 'it' worse until it being fixed....




Thursday, August 18, 2011

me & she = SAME?


me wear red shirt, she wear purple.........=SAME??



me wear blue, she wear orange.....=SAME???

Monday, August 8, 2011

Just a little bit pressure.


Assalamualaikum guy..

How are you today? hehehe...before I start to tell what happen today in my life..please look at 2 pictures below...it looks yummy..I searched them before something happen today.


~it looks soooooo fresh right~

~wow..delicious hmmmm~

Well..the main point now is not about how delicious it is but it's all about strawberry. I found that it gives me something feeling....happy & cheerful...hehe...I love to look these 2 pictures. ^_^

Am I love to eat strawberry? The answer is I like to eat something mix with strawberry like ice cream, yogurt and so on... But, if too sour...it looks like difficult for me to finish it..haaaa....

After I searched these pictures, I came out to write about my favorite fruits so I searched related pictures. Suddenly, new tab toppup...It told me that my security (lappy) was in dangerous since many trojan and malware viruses. After scanned, it told me to buy this one antivirus if not I can't online at all. It really gave me a bulk of tense in my head. Furthermore, one by one my friend speak about additional of fee for my study next semester. It is not common fee but it is new one and never administrator or lecturer tell us about that. Everything is all about MONEY. Honestly, when it comes MONEY my head cannot stop thinking about it.

Then, I clicked on antivirus avira icon in my desktop and I started to update and scan all the system. FYI, I use Karpersky before this for my antivirus but since I format the lappy, the computer repair shop changed the window and they install Avira. I do not know why, I HATE AVIRA. Someone I met at this shop said this Avira in my lappy is NOT SO STRONG since that time still have virus in my lappy. OMG!!!! then why you install that!!! well..i just spoke out that in my heart..If I want, I really want to give him 5 flying kicks. Serve you right.

After scanned, I can online right now. Thank to God. I can smile little bit right now.^_^

I do not know why today I feel something not right. I feel like I just wanna sit...read...online...It more to..what people say...very passive... not very la...just passive..do not have passion to communicate.

What can I say..I'm SORRY...

ok la..until here...
Maybe next entry I will talk about what are fruits I like to eat and what are fruits I'll not to eat even it really good for our health.
So, be patient k..^_^
papai..