outing #3

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

Today is Thursday..
tomorrow is Friday..
the next day is Saturday..
the next next day is Sunday..

Yes SUNDAY!!

Ya...hari kepulangan I ke UTM Sanjungan Bangsa..
Kerana Tuhan Untuk Manusia..
Bajet macam suka je kan nak balik UTM..
padahal nebes...

Cuti kali ini kejap je sebulan...
and really happy coz I dapat spent cuti nie dengan org2 tersayang...
except dengan friends je tak dapat peluang lagi...
hopefully dapat la sebelum balik UTM...

well...cuti isnin lalu tu sempena Maulidurrasul...adik I ada ajak pergi Pesta buku di PWTC..
tapi naek public transport la like train since my sis tak pernah rasa lagi naek train..
at the same time my sis lak tak sihat sampai rasa nak uweek2 gak la dalam train..
nasib baek tak terrrr je...sume kerna nak merasa punya pasal naek train..hehe

Di pesta buku tu...
I beli 3 novel karya Ramlee Awang Mursyid
9 nyawa, Fiksyen 302 dan Ranggau...
last novel I baca was Ranggau and I khatam pagi tadi..
antara 3 novel nie..Fiksyen 302 yg buat I kecut hati & perut..
sebab seraaaaaaaam lorrr...
dekat pesta buku tu boley gne kupon 1Malaysia..tp I tak guna pon since I tak amik lagi dekat fakulti...so..have to la kan gune dwet cash..huk3..tapi takpe..berbaloi2...hehe

ok...back to UTM..
sempena last semester di UTM..
I harap I akan makin tabah & sabar menghadapai dugaan..
I harap I akan jadi manusia yg lebih baek yg menyayangi org2 di sekeliling I..
I harap I more confident nak hadapi sebarang interview..(nebes nie..nebes nie..)
I harap I akan jadi seorang gadis yg more positif and ceria..
yg plg penting...
I harap I dapat jadi seorang hamba yg lbh baek kpd-Nya dr sebelumnya...
amiinnnn....

What color?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~

Sometime I wonder who am I in the eyes of my family and friends...
Am I always be there when they need me or not...


Sometime I wonder whether I be myself enough in front of my friends or not...
Am I can be accepted by them by showing my true color or not...

"Those hands who giving to others much better than those hands who accepting"
but...
I dun know what kind of things can give to people around me...
and I dun know how to show to them....


At this moment...
I'm still searching those who can show and teach me on how to show love to others..
who can accept my high pitch of voice...
who can sit silently beside me when I sad...
who I can act craziness in front of them without a shame and same goes like them..
who I can shout their name from far...
who will ask me to join do something they like...


but..
at the same time..
I wonder am I good enough for them?
Am I can give what they want like they give me like I want...?