Empty Heart (Jiwa kosong)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Yes...itu la word yang dapat menggambarkan apa yang aku rasa sekarang..

jiwa aku kosong..

no excitement..

want to feel happy tapi jiwa rasa biasa2 ajer...

i'm craving for something extraordinary unexpected fun thing...

doing crazy thing..

that is what i think i want..

but i'm not sure whether that is really really what i want..

well, sometime when we have empty heart it might have something wrong with relationship with our Creator too..

so, i do not know which one reason give me that empty heart..

Always my problem where i do not know the reason when something wrong happen to me..

Oh God, please help me..

for sake people around me too..

definitely for my sake too..

i do not want people run away from me..

just because i comfortable being silence..

at that same time i'm suffer in silence too..

i want to communicate but i feel uneasy..feel awkward..feel i force myself..

what kind of problematic i am,huh...

phewww...

so, what are solutions i should do?

-pray with full heart..

-be sensitive with everything so each time i make complain i make sound? haha..it might end with annoying huh..?

-make a joke? i'm not a good joker but i can be mengada person but i'm not brave enough to show to people..menyampah plak nanti kan..

-find more friends?

 what else???

well, maybe i can start with pray with full heart first...yup..

pray with full heart..

 then, check it out whether a month i'm still facing the same problem or not..

right..end here JIWA KOSONG

Love to See~

Assalamualaikum..Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Tick..tock..tick..tock..

Masa terus berlalu..

A person like me yg masih tak berapa nak productive will stalking my friends..

I....

Love to see their pictures..

Love to see their beauty..

Love to see their happiness which express from their face..

Love to see how lucky they are to be somewhere where I still not reach there..

Love to see those pictures which bring something feeling in my heart..

which is a feeling I want to be there too..

a feeling I wanna do like that too..

but...

when and where?

Istanbul Aku Datang~

Assalamualaikum...Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

At last..dapat gak saya tengok cerita Istanbul Aku Datang nie..

so..so..so..

this is my comment..

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ceritanye biasa-biasa je...

boleh dikatakan cerita yang ringan..

tak banyak conflik which is i like it..haha..

bosan dah tengok cerita malay dekat tv yang banyak conflict..

but still much better dari cerita drama indonesia..oopss..honest confession~

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 yang ok nye just color muvie tu and background pengambaraan..

this comment same with my sister comment...

rasa tertipu?

of course not...

if dibandingkan cerita ajiboy..oopps....

sekian terima kasih...

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~hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha~